06/21/2026: I have not had sex with a man in over a year. tear emoji. I miss companionship, cuddling, how it feels to be with a man that makes you feel safe, and of course, intercourse.

But I'd like to have a partner who shares the same values, moral operating system, and openness/scrutiny mixture as me. I don't know how to test for that yet. If I could design a test, it would be for him to have gone through or commit to going through a similar level of hardship and difficulty as I have been through. I wrote a similar line in a post I deleted.

And he has to be absolutely willing to do insane things in the pursuit of those shared principles while operating within moral constraints.

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Entry June 21, 2026 I don't think I've ever had an orgasm to the words FUCK YOU, but today I did. It was also the first time I ever came with my eyes open. (is that even possible?) lol

Dating Prompts/ideas

Views on dating/ dating "market" (broader market of information) Views on sex and porn and access to information and id/tracking for pron viewing Views on sex/porn/reddit "turn it off and on again" - orgasm clarity Role of orgasm and post nut clarity I want to make a dating app that is freeeeeeeeeeeee and for the public good.

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